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她是我的女朋友

the 7 chinese characters are now engraved onto my skull.

there was an uninvited female being during my lunch today and she's my dad's girlfriend , so... i get the picture now - she's the one who's been causing my dad's actions. and don't you tell me i'm thinking too much.

she's a foreigner; a Filipino, with that fucking English accent. not that i'm biased against Filipinos alright? i just CANNOT and i'll NEVER accept my dad having a girlfriend though the er divorce took place like 3 years ago. this is really too much for me to take. i've thought of looking after him when he's old and stuff, but hello? someone's got a girlfriend now k, he DOES NOT need my care. one day he'll re-marry and he'll have kids. the kids will call this 20+-year-old, "姐姐". _|_

i told my mum about the woman. she said my dad's family's multi-racial. my dad's brother's divorced too and he has a Caucasian girlfriend. now's my dad's turn to get a Filipino. .. ..to think my mum can joke.

i don't understand, why did he bring her along? doesn't he know that we MIND? hmmm? especially my brother. his face has been black since lunch, i think he cried, not to mention that i did too. a stab in the heart ... it's hard to know how we feel 'cos all of you that i know have happy families.

dad's dad and mum were present during lunch too. FAMILY DAY? 我的天. his mum asked me why i didn't visit her during CNY. i told her, 'yr son didn't even look us up for 1 month, what do you expect?' she got a shock and asked if what i said was true, i bit: 你自己问你的儿子. ..........

i don't know what else to say, really. i shall sleep and try forgetting everything that took place today. well done, dad.

This entry was posted on Monday, March 12, 2007 at 12:04 AM.