Chapter 129: Zoophobia
last night i did freak out so i ended my entry hastily. not only did i push and pull my bed to the middle of my room, i even slept on mummy's bed. she was worried that she'll kick me in her sleep so she slept on the sofa ): sorry mummy i'm so troublesome but i feel so shiok to sleep on a big bed haha.
anyway with regards to lizards, i picked up a phobia against lizards since the day one of them jumped on my lap and guess what, i dreamt about them _|_
mummy was clearing her fridge. she 'digged out' this particular big cage. contents: boxes of birdnest + 1 lizard (the size of a crocodile). at first it lied there motionless. we thought it was dead by feasting on the birdnest and which was also why it grew so BIG. all of a sudden it jumped and started attacking. mummy tried holding it down with the cage but to no avail. the monster overturned the cage and mummy fell. the monster held mummy down and was ready to eat her.....
i shouted and woke. i lied on the bed for quite a while before closing my eyes -__- i yahoo-ed earlier and found out that the fear i have is not an ordinary one. i was told that if i want to overcome my phobia, i have to contact a mental health professional. ... am i psychiatric or are they exaggerating.
and i've a feeling that it's still in my room.
edit:
i was on my way back home... there's this poly-girl who caught my attention: her purple flared mini skirt, the likes of PMK-style which is just nice covering her buttcheeks. obviously, i stared at her legs. and i could hear her talking with the act-slang shit.
leggyness - 55%.
it seems that her carrotted legs are long, or it may be her 3inch-heels doing the trick
back view - 60%
her back view caught a group of guys' attention at the front section of the bus when she alighted. kept staring, machiam never see girl before. her body a lil' meaty only. not bad. inproportionate body though. long legs short body.
front view - 40%
yes her back view did catch attention. when she walked past the doors of the bus, the guys continued staring to see her face. one of them 'diao-ed' literally, like act fall-down. i controlled my laughter. they did it the 2nd time tgt. so bad right. i think i'm worse, i laughed. lol anyway, the girl's face is full of pimples + out-of-fashion frameless glasses + no makeup + sulky-looking.
eh LOL. i shall stop being a baddy.
anyway with regards to lizards, i picked up a phobia against lizards since the day one of them jumped on my lap and guess what, i dreamt about them _|_
mummy was clearing her fridge. she 'digged out' this particular big cage. contents: boxes of birdnest + 1 lizard (the size of a crocodile). at first it lied there motionless. we thought it was dead by feasting on the birdnest and which was also why it grew so BIG. all of a sudden it jumped and started attacking. mummy tried holding it down with the cage but to no avail. the monster overturned the cage and mummy fell. the monster held mummy down and was ready to eat her.....
i shouted and woke. i lied on the bed for quite a while before closing my eyes -__- i yahoo-ed earlier and found out that the fear i have is not an ordinary one. i was told that if i want to overcome my phobia, i have to contact a mental health professional. ... am i psychiatric or are they exaggerating.
and i've a feeling that it's still in my room.
edit:
i was on my way back home... there's this poly-girl who caught my attention: her purple flared mini skirt, the likes of PMK-style which is just nice covering her buttcheeks. obviously, i stared at her legs. and i could hear her talking with the act-slang shit.
leggyness - 55%.
it seems that her carrotted legs are long, or it may be her 3inch-heels doing the trick
back view - 60%
her back view caught a group of guys' attention at the front section of the bus when she alighted. kept staring, machiam never see girl before. her body a lil' meaty only. not bad. inproportionate body though. long legs short body.
front view - 40%
yes her back view did catch attention. when she walked past the doors of the bus, the guys continued staring to see her face. one of them 'diao-ed' literally, like act fall-down. i controlled my laughter. they did it the 2nd time tgt. so bad right. i think i'm worse, i laughed. lol anyway, the girl's face is full of pimples + out-of-fashion frameless glasses + no makeup + sulky-looking.
eh LOL. i shall stop being a baddy.