my mother is not my friend
mom: "you ought to clean up your room. so messy."
me: "i don't want to, it's ok like that. nobody sees anyway."
mom: "don't want to clean then when you want to clean? when you move house?"
me: "ya."
mom: "or when you get married?"
me: "hannor, ideal."
mom: "HOW DARE YOU TALK BACK TO ME LIKE THAT."
i glared at her. i didn't do anything very wrong did i? you people judge. it was just a simple conversation! WHAT THE **** IS WRONG? can't she be my friend as well as my mom? not that i don't give her respect when she behaves like my friend? why can't she be like godfather who is able to behave like my friend but still earn my respect? i feel so sad... throughout the conversation i was giggling, it's not as if i'm shouting or talking seriously. i feel so naive to joke with her. from now onwards i would never ever joke nor engage in any conversation with her. why should i socialise with her?. it's real stupid. waste my saliva only to gain fire. WHO KNOWS WHEN THE HELL SHE WOULD BITE?
CRAZY SHIT.
me: "i don't want to, it's ok like that. nobody sees anyway."
mom: "don't want to clean then when you want to clean? when you move house?"
me: "ya."
mom: "or when you get married?"
me: "hannor, ideal."
mom: "HOW DARE YOU TALK BACK TO ME LIKE THAT."
i glared at her. i didn't do anything very wrong did i? you people judge. it was just a simple conversation! WHAT THE **** IS WRONG? can't she be my friend as well as my mom? not that i don't give her respect when she behaves like my friend? why can't she be like godfather who is able to behave like my friend but still earn my respect? i feel so sad... throughout the conversation i was giggling, it's not as if i'm shouting or talking seriously. i feel so naive to joke with her. from now onwards i would never ever joke nor engage in any conversation with her. why should i socialise with her?. it's real stupid. waste my saliva only to gain fire. WHO KNOWS WHEN THE HELL SHE WOULD BITE?
CRAZY SHIT.