torn
she's no longer part of the family.
no longer his daughter.
no longer my sworn sister.
she arrived around 3pm. father, huilian, yanling, me, lyehong, tienlong. we sat around the table. father asked huilian nicely what was her problem in the first place. she jitao shot father right in the face that she does not want to talk about it because it's too late, and a resolvement is not necessary. lyehong flared. father as well. everything came fierce thereafter. lyehong threw her handphone, she even tried turning over 'Susan' (the food table in the middle of restaurant tables which you can turn). we stopped her, thankfully. father slammed the table. she returned the house keys herself. she was asked to get out by lyehong. both of us cried after that.
the thing is, where's her conscience. she said we don't give a damn about her when she's sad. in fact, father and lyehong rushed down to her house all e way from hougang to woodlands to bring her to their house when she got beaten by her brother. when i heard lyehong shouting the whole of that part to huilian, i started crying. during her 21st birthday, father spent alot of money from sg to malaysia to buy her favourite cartoon related items and many of her stuff at home are from him too. and i'm just naming a few on how they care about her. when father mentioned the part about bringing her the best of things when her parents don't even do that, she shouted that they add up to about 1K-sgd and she would return them. what is this? it's not about money. and she kept repeating that she would return them. had she forgotten that she prayed to the gods that she would love and care for this family? were they all empty speeches made? she lied to the god.
because of jealousy, she turned into another person. where's her soul? i suddenly felt she was a total stranger. i no longer know her, not at all. lyehong felt the same. isn't this scary? it seems that her jealousy and hatred grew since she entered the family, it's really really very scary, coming to think of it.
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what father shouted at her kept on circulating in my mind:
"ni suan she me dong xi, ni huilian suan she me dong xi. wo xian zai bu zai gen ni jiang qian. shui xi han ni de qian"
"zhao zhao jing zi, ni hui lian suan she me. quan sou shi ni zi ji du ji. you she me li you du ji"
"ni suan she me. wo zuo she me ni jue de shi wang. wo men zuo le zhe me duo shi gei ni. ni zuo she me gei wo men. ni huilian hai gan gen wo men fa shi shuo wo men dui bu qi ni"
"ni dao di yo mei yo liang xing. ni dui tian shuo de mei ju hua. ni dou wang ji le"
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it pains the heart.
nevertheless, i learnt alot from what happened. and for the first time i saw samuel, lyehong's bf. he's not that big size as i imagined but he's still big in size x: he's very funny, playful. i'm happy for lyehong (:
no longer his daughter.
no longer my sworn sister.
she arrived around 3pm. father, huilian, yanling, me, lyehong, tienlong. we sat around the table. father asked huilian nicely what was her problem in the first place. she jitao shot father right in the face that she does not want to talk about it because it's too late, and a resolvement is not necessary. lyehong flared. father as well. everything came fierce thereafter. lyehong threw her handphone, she even tried turning over 'Susan' (the food table in the middle of restaurant tables which you can turn). we stopped her, thankfully. father slammed the table. she returned the house keys herself. she was asked to get out by lyehong. both of us cried after that.
the thing is, where's her conscience. she said we don't give a damn about her when she's sad. in fact, father and lyehong rushed down to her house all e way from hougang to woodlands to bring her to their house when she got beaten by her brother. when i heard lyehong shouting the whole of that part to huilian, i started crying. during her 21st birthday, father spent alot of money from sg to malaysia to buy her favourite cartoon related items and many of her stuff at home are from him too. and i'm just naming a few on how they care about her. when father mentioned the part about bringing her the best of things when her parents don't even do that, she shouted that they add up to about 1K-sgd and she would return them. what is this? it's not about money. and she kept repeating that she would return them. had she forgotten that she prayed to the gods that she would love and care for this family? were they all empty speeches made? she lied to the god.
because of jealousy, she turned into another person. where's her soul? i suddenly felt she was a total stranger. i no longer know her, not at all. lyehong felt the same. isn't this scary? it seems that her jealousy and hatred grew since she entered the family, it's really really very scary, coming to think of it.
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what father shouted at her kept on circulating in my mind:
"ni suan she me dong xi, ni huilian suan she me dong xi. wo xian zai bu zai gen ni jiang qian. shui xi han ni de qian"
"zhao zhao jing zi, ni hui lian suan she me. quan sou shi ni zi ji du ji. you she me li you du ji"
"ni suan she me. wo zuo she me ni jue de shi wang. wo men zuo le zhe me duo shi gei ni. ni zuo she me gei wo men. ni huilian hai gan gen wo men fa shi shuo wo men dui bu qi ni"
"ni dao di yo mei yo liang xing. ni dui tian shuo de mei ju hua. ni dou wang ji le"
__________
it pains the heart.
nevertheless, i learnt alot from what happened. and for the first time i saw samuel, lyehong's bf. he's not that big size as i imagined but he's still big in size x: he's very funny, playful. i'm happy for lyehong (: